Thread:XxPolanskixX/@comment-45142442-20200727001758/@comment-46005779-20200727004409

XxPolanskixX wrote: Ugh So here i am Making this thread that no one will believe because everyone is biased af because vin is such a special snowflake uwu. Anyway

First i'm gonna clarify why i was banned

They blocked me "racism and pedophilia apology" when i'm not racist and i don't defend pedophilia because uh.. I've been groomed and taken advantage of by a pedo so great to know that people who have been groomed can defend pedophilia 😜 (obvious sarcasm how could someone do that thats just- wtf)

Oh and the racist part was me snapping on one of the mods for their past treatment of me and me being in a really bad state of mind and having a mental breakdown that i had no god darn control over because apparently because mentally unstable people can totally control their feelings and totally decide not to have a mental breakdown! Haha NOT.

"Having a mental breakdown isn't a excuse" Keep in mind folks, uncontrollable mental breakdowns could be a sign of a personality and mood diso and which if you don't know.

"Although the precise cause of personality disorders is not known, certain factors seem to increase the risk of developing or triggering personality disorders, including: Which uhm. Fun thing i have been through a abusive family and still going trough abuse from my parents so yeah thanks for justifying calling a minor a pedo and racism defender for acting on something in possible result of child abuse and continuing abuse. Oh and the person i snapped on, blake.
 * Family history of personality disorders or other mental illness
 * Abusive, unstable or chaotic family life during childhood
 * Being diagnosed with childhood conduct disorder
 * Variations in brain chemistry and structure"

Gee man its not like he has been transphobic, invalidated my gender identity with the whole two genders thing, shamed me for not wanting me to be his friend because he joked about me being lice infected that made me so uncomfortable to the point i left the chat because of how much it triggered me (and which he continued after i came back) and Shamed me for being uncomfortable with someone making vulgar jokes off site and avoiding said person because of how sometimes vulgar jokes that triggered me and made me uncomfortable. How dare someone snap on the person who has been terrible to them and basically shamed them publicly mind you, them for being triggered!

Yes i understand what i said was terrible, yes i do understand you can't defend mental breakdowns for everything but can't you guys just please listen not everyone like me can't have full on control of their feelings. I am extremely sorry for what i have done-don't make me get on my hands and knees and have to beg for your forgiveness just because i made a poopsie.

And vin? I hate you

You made basically all my feiend turn against me and made probably some of them think me as a pedo and racism defender, THEY LITERALLY BLOCKED ME ON DISCORD FOR THAT THANKS.

You called me a racism and pedo defender when I do not and blocked me on the wiki for that.

**** You.

I'm done with this.

That one Irish genderfluid man who keeps running around screaming drunkenly (talk) 00:21, July 27, 2020 (UTC) I’m sorry but what the f*** is this “apology” even supposed to BE